Proud People Breed Sad Sorrow for Themselves

Death, is nothing at all. I have only slipped away into the next room. I am I, you are you. that we still are. Call me by my old familiar name, speak to me in the easy way which you always used. Put no different in yr tone, wear no force air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little joked we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be over the household world as it always was, let it be spoken without effect, without a trace of a shadow on it. Life means all that it never meant. It is the same as it never was ; there is unbroken continuity. Why should i be out of mind because i am out of sight? I am waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just around the corner. yet All is well.

You're away without saying anything, you gave me some slices of Pizza which you made yrself and i heard from yr mom, that you're waiting for it until it cook, didn't you? ;') the feeling that i felt when the teachers told us that you're gone was taste bitter than I've ever had. I've got no chance to make an apology to you, that what i was regret most. I had done so many wrong to you, and i can't even count it in my mind. it so many. I went to yr house and yr mom told us that yr death is not because of any serious diseases. it is because there was an Evil out there which are trying to ruin yr happy family. yes i knew it very clear! when I saw yr body lie of the comfy mattress, I felt great that you will have a happy ending there. Allah more ♥ you than everyone did. I love you and heart you much more than anyone else. Trust me! I am glad for met you and we're such a sisterhood ever (= I am the eldest and you're the younger even though we're in the same gred.


" I could never enjoy
the simple pleasure of life
the way I do with you
and I just want to tell you. that
I need here by my side, always ;) "

this is based on the truetales of me. my friend died bout 5 years back, November 2005.
Thank you, friend <3


♥, Nissa Rahim